In 5 months time it will be 10 years ago when everything changed. I found myself looking for answers in all the wrong places. Partying, drinking and thinking I am having the time of my life. Involved in a relationship that I did not think was important until I realised I'm playing with someone's heart. This time around it was not just someone who are here for temporary fun but someone who actually saw a future with me.
For someone who have been hurt multiple times this was a reality shock and I realise I was on the wrong path. I thought I could play with people's feelings because of the hurt and disappointment in relationships I had in the past and thought I could do it with anyone and move on.
This was truly a reality check for me. The realisation of being on the wrong path drove me to searching for a place where I could go and praise God again. I have drifted slowly and surely away from the house of the Lord since I moved away from home. I have explored the world through many things I am not proud of today.
But God has started to plant the desire to search for Jesus again in that year. August 2016 was God ordained. It was a weekend of a Women's Conference which started on a Friday and carried over to the Sunday. That Saturday, 13 August 2016 was the day God has set aside for me to run back to the feet of Jesus Christ.
How Jesus loves me. I thought I could run away forever, but He has marked me since the beginning of time. How greatful I am to be alive still today to tell the story. I want to shout about how precious Jesus Christ is to me.
Giving my heart to Jesus Christ happened in the midst of plenty women praying for each other. I went to the conference not knowing anybody at all. Just familiar faces from church as I started to attend church few weeks ago. We were invited by the speaker to pray for each other.
Cancelling and replacing spoken words over each other. I told the lady that was my partner for the session about a dream I had and I just knew this dream was about Jesus Christ inviting me to accept Him as Lord and Savior. She confirmed it and just there she led me to Jesus Christ.
I still don't know her name today but I know I had met Jesus that day and I am still at His service today. There are much to tell but for now I leave it just here.
Women Conferences are really transforming lives. God has appointments for His people who are hungry and thirsty for transformation.
This past weekend I have attended a Women's Conference on the Saturday for Brunch. Lives were transformed. Women ran to the altar and God touched them and changed their lives forever. God is still changing and transforming lives. What He did for me almost 10 years ago He is still doing today. I personally were touched over and over again by God's presence. He is truly alive!!
Now step out in faith to go and get all God has set out for you. Because believe me I am!
Just be expectant and ready to receive.
Until next time....
Chrisandy
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