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Day 1 of 71( Journey to fourty)

I have literally counted down the days towards my 40th birthday and I am just so unsettled Lord. I do not know why I'm having such a feeling of great expectations in my stomach. I feel that I am about to have the greatest life ever!! The one that is driven by purpose, enthusiasm, motivated and full of courage. We had the desired outcome of moving to the Western Cape and we are so greatful to you God. Truly am. I however know You Lord are about to blow my mind. Blow my husband's mind. I am inviting you Lord into the next 71 days as I am opening myself up to hear from You Lord as I am leaning into Your word for  wisdom, direction, strategic movements and to heal in all areas of my life so I can walk more boldly. Unmask the areas where I need healing still that I am not aware of. Use me as a authentic vessel and teach me how to preach, teach, motivate, mentor and coach. I pray that I can help other people, men and women to see themselves the way God sees them. 

Whatever Lord you want me to do, give me the boldness and openness in heart to hear correctly and attentively so I can be fully obedient to when you speak God... 

Thank you for the oppertunity to make right with you God. To always listen when I speak to you Lord. I am forever thankful to You Lord.. 
Wake me up Holy Spirit, whenever I need to stand in the gap for someone, pray for someone, pray for me and family, pray for me to grow in your word Lord in Jesus name.

I want more, deeper things in You. To see you and I expect a new revelation of who You are. 

Speak Lord. 

Chrisandy 

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